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Name:Rai
Birthdate:1985
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Sisa is an island country where the land is covered by mostly forest. It's the ruins of a lost civilization where nature, demons, and illusions coexist together. It's here that the 'Ribika', a cat-like species, built their original culture at the center naming it Ransen. Ransen is Sisa's largest town made up of the ruins of modern buildings.

Fundamentally, the cats survive by primitive means; only in Ransen can you experience the original atmosphere of the different foreign cultures. Therefore, when going to this area, a cats means of living becomes primitive.

The once peaceful Ribika live in fear of the "Void." In the area where the Void arose, the Ribika cannot live, so the only way for them to survive is to avoid the Void itself. There is also an unknown illness that has begun to plague the Ribika known as 'Shikku' where part of the body is marked and eventually vanishes but can also cause death entirely.

Rai was born in Setsura, one of the villages in Sisa He was brought up by very strict parents. With a father who used strong-arm tactics for a child, his attitude was on the borderline of child discipline and abuse. While his mother basically just followed whatever his father thought was right. However, because of his parents' attitude towards him, his heart began to gradually break. Bardo was also from Setsura and was best friends with Rai's parents. Although he didn't agree with their treatment of Rai, he couldn't step in an argue the way he thought they should treat their son.

Bardo would take Rai out whenever his parents were gone, and teach him swordsmanship - and treated him with a lot of love and devotion. Because of this, Rai yearned for the fatherly relationship he got from Bardo.

When Rai went hunting with Bardo for the first time, he found a strange sense of joy to feel the warmth of the blood in the dead animals because he never felt any warmth from his own parents. When Bardo saw the insanity in Rai, Bardo began to feel deeply sorry for him, but at the same time, felt envy because, he thought pure insanity for blood was essential to be stronger. After a few months passed, Rai's parents were killed by a clan from a village that was hostile to Setsura, right before Rai's eyes. Bardo found Rai soaked with his mother and father's blood smiling. This was where Rai said "That's just the way of it. They are dead. They will never move anymore."

Left an orphan, Bardo took in Rai to live with him. Since Rai's parents' death, the desire for power inside Bardo gradually grew. He regret that he could not protect his friends. Finally, he tried to summon a devil to cut a deal with to get more strength, to protect Rai but when it failed, a cursed bruise was left on Bardo's right hand. Unfortunately, Rai saw the scene of Bardo with the devil. Rai thought Bardo tried to make a contract with devil for his own desires, and abandoned all that he had. So, Rai came to despise Bardo and ran away from his home.

After leaving, Rai began living as a bounty hunter (carrying two large swords). One day he found himself in a small village where they offer female cats in sacrifice to a monster every year. This was where Rai lost his right eye; in battle with this monster. And then, the cruel desire for blood inside Rai began to grow even more so after he was robbed of his right eye. One day, he saw Konoe being attacked by a robber, so he helped and discovered he had an interest in him because of his ability to fight despite his age and appearance. At first, Konoe was irritated with Rai because he is so bossy and always treated him with disdain. Though Rai wanted Konoe to be his Sanga. Konoe thought Rai just wanted his ability of Sanga. (Every cat could be a Touga with training, but Sanga was born to be Sanga with natural talent). Rai was afraid of his actions so he tried to stay away from people; to keep them from danger. Konoe gradually realized this and kissed Rai's lost eye, promising: "I'll kill you if you lost yourself totally...because I'm your Sanga."

His attitude is calm, but arrogant. To himself and to others he is strict which is probably stemmed from his childhood and the way his parents treated him.

One misconception with Rai is that he is a 'rapist' because of a bondage scene in the game, when in fact he is the complete opposite. Another, is that he is 'robotic' or 'emotionless' - that is also false. Rai is actually a very emotional character, as is shown in the game. But at the same time, he is very manly and hates it if you point out his emotions. He's a little self-conscious, and doesn't feel that he's good enough to be loved. And he won't say 'I love you' because he is scared to be a liar. He sometimes get's really huffy when the others tease him, and when one is angered they're that much easier of a target.

There are three major people in Rai's life. Bardo, the father figure who he felt betrayed him but eventually ended up back on semi-good terms with him. Konoe, a friend and someone that he cares deeply for but is almost afraid to admit it. And Asato, the one who is basically stealing Konoe's affections from him.



Sisa is an island country where the land is covered by mostly forest. It's the ruins of a lost civilization where nature, demons, and illusions coexist together. It's here that the 'Ribika', a cat-like species, built their original culture at the center naming it Ransen. Ransen is Sisa's largest town made up of the ruins of modern buildings.

Fundamentally, the cats survive by primitive means; only in Ransen can you experience the original atmosphere of the different foreign cultures. Therefore, when going to this area, a cats means of living becomes primitive.

The once peaceful Ribika live in fear of the "Void." In the area where the Void arose, the Ribika cannot live, so the only way for them to survive is to avoid the Void itself. There is also an unknown illness that has begun to plague the Ribika known as 'Shikku' where part of the body is marked and eventually vanishes but can also cause death entirely.

Rai was born in Setsura, one of the villages in Sisa He was brought up by very strict parents. With a father who used strong-arm tactics for a child, his attitude was on the borderline of child discipline and abuse. While his mother basically just followed whatever his father thought was right. However, because of his parents' attitude towards him, his heart began to gradually break. Bardo was also from Setsura and was best friends with Rai's parents. Although he didn't agree with their treatment of Rai, he couldn't step in an argue the way he thought they should treat their son.

Bardo would take Rai out whenever his parents were gone, and teach him swordsmanship - and treated him with a lot of love and devotion. Because of this, Rai yearned for the fatherly relationship he got from Bardo.

When Rai went hunting with Bardo for the first time, he found a strange sense of joy to feel the warmth of the blood in the dead animals because he never felt any warmth from his own parents. When Bardo saw the insanity in Rai, Bardo began to feel deeply sorry for him, but at the same time, felt envy because, he thought pure insanity for blood was essential to be stronger. After a few months passed, Rai's parents were killed by a clan from a village that was hostile to Setsura, right before Rai's eyes. Bardo found Rai soaked with his mother and father's blood smiling. This was where Rai said "That's just the way of it. They are dead. They will never move anymore."

Left an orphan, Bardo took in Rai to live with him. Since Rai's parents' death, the desire for power inside Bardo gradually grew. He regret that he could not protect his friends. Finally, he tried to summon a devil to cut a deal with to get more strength, to protect Rai but when it failed, a cursed bruise was left on Bardo's right hand. Unfortunately, Rai saw the scene of Bardo with the devil. Rai thought Bardo tried to make a contract with devil for his own desires, and abandoned all that he had. So, Rai came to despise Bardo and ran away from his home.

After leaving, Rai began living as a bounty hunter (carrying two large swords). One day he found himself in a small village where they offer female cats in sacrifice to a monster every year. This was where Rai lost his right eye; in battle with this monster. And then, the cruel desire for blood inside Rai began to grow even more so after he was robbed of his right eye. One day, he saw Konoe being attacked by a robber, so he helped and discovered he had an interest in him because of his ability to fight despite his age and appearance. At first, Konoe was irritated with Rai because he is so bossy and always treated him with disdain. Though Rai wanted Konoe to be his Sanga. Konoe thought Rai just wanted his ability of Sanga. (Every cat could be a Touga with training, but Sanga was born to be Sanga with natural talent). Rai was afraid of his actions so he tried to stay away from people; to keep them from danger. Konoe gradually realized this and kissed Rai's lost eye, promising: "I'll kill you if you lost yourself totally...because I'm your Sanga."

His attitude is calm, but arrogant. To himself and to others he is strict which is probably stemmed from his childhood and the way his parents treated him.

One misconception with Rai is that he is a 'rapist' because of a bondage scene in the game, when in fact he is the complete opposite. Another, is that he is 'robotic' or 'emotionless' - that is also false. Rai is actually a very emotional character, as is shown in the game. But at the same time, he is very manly and hates it if you point out his emotions. He's a little self-conscious, and doesn't feel that he's good enough to be loved. And he won't say 'I love you' because he is scared to be a liar. He sometimes get's really huffy when the others tease him, and when one is angered they're that much easier of a target.

There are three major people in Rai's life. Bardo, the father figure who he felt betrayed him but eventually ended up back on semi-good terms with him. Konoe, a friend and someone that he cares deeply for but is almost afraid to admit it. And Asato, the one who is basically stealing Konoe's affections from him.
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